then yesterday which is on the 22nd Jan, my parents, lil bro and i visited nenek at hospital... i receive a very sad news.... my nenek had a slim chances to live if there is no help of the machines... it's for the oxygen kinda thingy.... so my dad as the oldest guy in the family wanted to have a discussion with the docs together with other 9siblings.... i wasnt too sure what's the discussion like but the decision has been made... they wants my granny to live on.... which is a relief to me... however, operation need to be done... they have to make a hole at her throat in order for that machine to go in straight in to her lungs to help it work.... i was pretty sad to hear that... but one thing for sure, my granny wont be back as per normal... she will be bedridden... however, in every prayers in each of us, we still put a hope in granny to be back on her feet... we want to see the mom/granny that we used to know... who loves to nag but a meaningful nag... who loves to cook delicious cookings... well today the docs will conduct the operation... as for me, i dont i am able to go... as i am having blocked nose and sore throat... at around 9am, i think i will make my way to the clinic... in the past, i care-less if i am having flu/cold symptoms... but now i am carriying my precious joy... I cant afford to fall sick... i have to go to the clinic... i was having slight fever early this morning... and i hardly sleep due to my blocked nose...
I need to be better.. i worried if it will effect my baby inside... ssiiigghh..........
Pray for a better health for my granny... and me.... sick me....
oh btw i dolled up yesterday.. its pretty rare for me to make-up and all after i got to know that i am pregnant....
