A very good morning to all. Well currently I am lazing at the sofa while blogging using iPhone via iBlogger... Pretty cool I guess...
Now I am pretty much gonna blog some emotional... First of all I am having massive headache... Please stop telling me it's because I am pregnant... I am not enjoying each and every morning sickness I am having, feeling fatigue 20 hours per day, having massive mood swings, sleepless night due to my backache.... Sometime how I wish I am not pregnant... N I know I sound very selfish... But I think I am not strong enough to go thru this pregnancy.. Feels like jumping off the grill n let me die together with the baby... Please stop assuming that I hate the baby.. I don't.. How can I hate my flesh n blood... It's just that all these pregnancy thingy is tiring me out.. I cried often these days.. Sigh.. Poor hubby... Can pregnancy be more lenient to me? If my baby cantmake it thru, I am able to take it.. I won't be devastated.. It's simply because I know it's because of me.. I am just not strong enough for this pregnancy... Sigh.... Now hubby n i are facing some financial issues.. My hubby bike, Gilera, is shoeing attitude.. It wont start... Spareparts Gilera is not easy to find thus its expensive... To add things up i am having alot of pressure when the problem solving will be on me.. Everytime hubby tried to solve it, it will end up more trouble... So how?? When problem arise, my mood swing change tremendously. When that happens, i cant think well and when that occurs, my migrane attacks.. With all the backaches n non-stop morning sickness, it is making the matter worst... Gosh.. I really don't know what to do...
I better sign off now..