Monday, January 18, 2010

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Hi.. back to blog... so.. today Monday... and this coming wednesday will be our 2nd medical appointment... seriously... every second of my life, i always pray that my baby is alright... you have no idea how it feels to try again and again to conceive... eventho i dont wish to think so much back then to conceive... i still feel the pressure whenever i see ladies carrying a cute lil baby... now i am pregnant, i am thankful.. nevertheless i am still afraid... afraid to lose it.. I have seen and heard ladies who are experiencing it... ssiigghhh... okay nevermind... this is just one of my random thoughts...
now i am all alone at home... hubby is out to play soccer... i thought i wanna tag along... but by looking at the weather.. better not... it was scorching hot earlier... as for now... seems that it gonna rain soon.. Alhamdullilah... its been many days it didnt rain.. after this entry, i am going to cook rice for hubby.... bawak bekal....
anyway.. hubby is sharing with me some interesting events that his workmates planning to have... first of all this coming March, there will be a chalet at Pasir Ris.. as much as i want to overnight there... i have to refrain myself... well... by then i think i am at my 2nd trimester of pregnancy.. i think i will be at 16weeks of pregnancy.. which i think around 4months pregnant.... so i guess we will be staying there till 9pm... itupun kalau larat... eversince i got pregnant, i rather stay at home then going outside,jalan2... being in a crowd really IRKS me...
then on April, his workmate planning to go to Kota Tinggi... hmmmm.. and by then i am 5months pregnant... i wanna go... because they will be having SEAFOOD... well eating spicy food one in awhile wont hurt right... okay2 lil spicy only... and on that month itself, i will be having another scanning... it is to see the full development of the baby.... i really want to feel baby kick.... hubby and i always imagine the baby swimming in there... back-stroke... free-style... hahahaha... it really makes us laugh...
so before i end this entry... a scanned image of the scanned baby... doc said the development is very on safe size and with the presence of the heartbeat like a motorboat, it shows that the baby is doing just fine.... :D
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how i wish i can take a peek whenever i wish to.... hhmmmm.....