before I start anything, I nk say thanks to all who wishes me at facebook, Twitter, sms-es, visitors n my colleagues and not to forget taking the time to visit me at wards & all the gifts. I really appreciate it alot.
special thanks to my mum who visit me everyday n helped me thru in n out in the hospital together managing the house n fiqry naufal. a simple thanks is never enough for you. you are my saviour. a gift from Allah that no money in this world can ever buy your lived towards me.
and not to forget hubby. neverending gave me encouragement to go thru the operation n this pregnancy. I really love you. I will never abaikan your sacrifices n love towards me. another gift from above that I will never take advantage if but nurture with all the love I have.
now let's start from the begining...
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in the 30th July 2010, hubby decided to take mc n accompany me to go kk hospital to have a check on baby. fetal movement is getting lesser each day and naturally I will get worried. so after hubby got back from clinic to get mc, we got ready and headed to kk by bus. it was raining heavily at that point of time. but it didn't stopped us to make our way to the hospital. we reached delivery suite in the morning. i was sent to have CTG test.. after the test, I went for another ultrasound to check my AFI. it's to see my water level in my waterbag. and true enough it's still low. I was extremely sad but I just stayed strong. so the doctor told us that it is the best to admit me and get me induced the next morning. Since my AFI was low, it may caused stressed for the baby and infections. I was worried but in the sametime happy as the doctor assured me that atleast once the baby is out, the docs will do their best to maintain baby's health. the only complication that the baby may face is difficulty in breathing. I felt like crying out loud.. but I just remained.. I told my mum as soon as hubby and i decided to get me induced... so at around 4pm, i already settled down in the ward 32.. Just a B+ class.. cant afford to have class A.. Hubby isn't allowed to stay beside me at night.. But it's okay as our main objective was to get out of complication for the sake of me and baby.. So poor hubby.. went back home at around 9plus..
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31/07/2010..
as early as 10am, I was sent to the delivery suite to get my first tablet and to get the induction going.. that was when needles came in..
OUCHY!!
when i was done with the CTG test, I was sent back to the ward.. ibu(mother in law) and my mum was already waiting for me outside the delivery suite.. my lil bro thinks that I will be delivering on that day itself.. lol!! cute uh adik aku.. along the day, CTG was done on me.. and the great news was that baby heartbeat is getting better.. I was relieved but there are times when the heatbeat dropped when I was having contractions.. my hubby was the one who gave me strength and encouragement.
when my mum left, she actually kissed me all over my face.. I was touched as I know she was worried with my condition..
at around 10pm, i was sent to delivery suite to get my cervix checked.. Hubby already left but he went back to hospital, delivery suite.. he was all worried abt me n my condition.. at around 1am, i was done with 2nd table and CTG test.. i was all sad as i wasnt progressing at all.. no sign of dilation.. but after the 2nd tablet was inserted, my contractions and cramping went haywired.. hubby left after i was sent back to my ward.. he kissed my forehead.. i knew he was dead worried abt me n baby.. so I was all alone.. i cried in silent and in the sametime praying for baby's safety..
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the next day 01/08/10, in the morning, i went down again to delivery suite.. I was happy as I was dilated to 2cm n my contractions was strong..
so I was sent to labour ward.. and So I thought this is it.. Hubby was sent in too.. but not long after that the doc decided to insert me the 3rd tablet.. hopefully it opened to 3cm n they can burst my ruptured waterbag. but to my dissapointment, my cervix didn't showed any sign of progressing.. so the doc decided to c-section.. they unable to insert anymore tablets as the baby needs to be out..
the following day which the big day..
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The big DAY! my c-section operation was scheduled at 2pm.. so at around 2pm, i was sent down to the operating theater.. hubby and ibu waited for me at the waiting area.. while me in the operating area to get ready for the operation.. before the operation, i was jabbed around my spine area quite number of time.. this is to numb half of my body.. so as you know i was half awaked thru out the operation.. the drug really numbed me.. within seconds and i cant feel a thing.. all i felt was numbness.. but i do felt some physical touch.. the only thing i dont feel at all was PAIN.. so.. at around 3.25pm, the surgeon told me that i will feel alot of pressure as they will pull the baby out.. at around 3.30pm, the baby is out and i heard his cries.. i was all teared and that was sent i felt huge tiredness.. feels like any moment i will just blacked out.. but the surgeon told me to stay awake.. so the stiching up took around 45mins..
after the operation, i was sent to another room before sending me to the POA room.. while i was in that room, hubby went to baby Special Care Unit.. our baby was there for observation.. after baby was qamat by hubby, hubby told the nurse that hubby insisted to see me... after negotiations with the nurses, hubby was sent to the waiting room.. almost 6plus in the evening, i was sent to the POA room.. over there, mum, dad, ibu, ayah, abg saleh, kak mimi, salihin, hidayah and fathin visited me at the POA room.. but trust me.. i was half dead.. i didnt really communicated much.. imagined i can moved my own legs and terrible drowsiness attacked me from all over my brain...
everyone left at around 8plus in the evening.. only hubby accompanied me till 10pm in the evening after i was sent back to my room..
so the next few days i was still in the hospital, i was told not to walk around or move about so much but then again, i still move about.. fed our bundle of joy.. talked to the visitors.. eventho physically i looked fine but then again.. inside me, only god knows how painful it is.. eventho i didnt went thru normal delivery but i know the pain of c-section is way painful than normal delivery.. because i observed my neighbour patient.. she was sent for normal delivery in the 3am in the morning but she got no difficulty in moving around.. she got no difficulty in having to get up from bed and walked around.. as of me, i can even stand up straight..
so on the 5th August, i was allowed to go back home.. my mum actually wheel-chaired me from the ward all the way to the taxi stand..
i was touched as when times like this, i felt her maximum love towards me.. as for Mother In Law, she just helped to carry my son.. eventho i want to hold him n never wanting to be apart.. but nevermind, she is excited for her 1st grandchild what..
so now, it's time for some pix...
Proud mummy and daddy of
Fiqry Naufal.
Fiqry - seseorang yang berfikir
Naufal - seseorang yang pemurah
Amin..
Lets end this entry with a pic of my hubby of "watching over"?
