Wednesday, July 28, 2010

not so pleasant news

19th Wedding Monthsary
First and for most yesterday was our 19th wedding monthsary.. It's been 1year and 7months since we tied the knot as hubby and wify.. Time flies and there were so many things we've learnt.. I really cant thank much how bless i am to have you as my hubby.. I really pray that we will be this way forever.. we will be stay this way dunia akhirat.. Insya Allah.. Amin.. so yesterday our days was well spent at KK HOSPITAL.. we didnt celebrate anything.. will rant about this on my next topic later on.. uurrghhh!!!! so this time round, we didnt even have a nice meal to celebrate our monthly-sary(ader such word ker??? hahahaa... i doubt so...) but tak per la.. it's okay.. whatever it is kan, hubby is being a super nice and irritating hubby.. I just love him more each day.. haha.. I love it when he just keep kissing me right after he woke up from his sleep.. and everytime we snuggling at night during our sleep, he will never fails to kiss my forehead or whereever that is reachable to his lips.. haha.. those small2 little things meant alot to me.. okay.. i better stop before readers start to puke.. or maybe they already start puking or rolling their eyes.. hahaha.. okay.. whatever... *BLUEK!!!!

36weeks pregnant
today is my 36weeks and 1day.. yesterday as per mentioned in my previous topic, we went to KK Hospital.. not to celebrate our 19th wedding monthsary but to have my weekly checked up.. LIKE DUH!! haa!! so we reached there at aroung 1030am, as usual we were early.. my check-up is at 11.05am officially..so we went there and i did the usual test.. my blood pressure was 120plus.. and my weight is 80KG!! i was 58kg before pregnant!! haa!!! i gained 22KG! I didnt gained much compare to my last check-up.. heh!! so waited for almost 30mins and my name was called out.. so we went in.. and the young doc asked about my well being.. and i told her i wasnt feeling alright.. i told her about the contractions and spotting that i had few days back.. she kinda "scolded" me for not going to the hospital.. we i dont thing there is a need to.. because the contraction stops after 15mins apart.. then she checked my cervix and all.. then i mentioned to her that baby was not as active as before.. so she sent me to CTG test.. (detect contractions).. it was 30mins test.. and baby was sleeping.. there was only one contractions.. and you know something.. baby heartbeat dropped during that contraction.. and because of that it alarmed the young doc... the young doc told me that having baby's heartbeat dropped is not so good.. it may due to low amniotic fluid level in my waterbag... so i was sent for another test.. Ultra-sound.. to check baby's weight and amniotic fluid level.. the test didnt take long.. but i have to go for another CTG test again.. this time 45mins.. after the test, i went to pass my results to that young doctor.. about 20mins of waiting, my number was called in again... so hubby and i went in.. trying to stay as relax as possible.. so she breaked the news to me.. SAFE fluid level is 6cm.. but mine was 4.2cm.. it is very low.. but the only good news is heartbeat baby is fine so is his weight... the doc still wants to induce me but she let me cook the baby a lil while longer.. next week then the doc will induce me.. urgh!! im pretty much worried on baby's amniotic fluid.. why did it dropped tremendously?? my previous ultra sound was okay.. but wasnt too sure why there is a big dropped.. that kept me worrying and thinking.. and also im super sad about it... this amniotic fluid keeps the baby hydrated and also safe in the womb.. so im really afraid if he is not comfortable right now.. sigh.. i have to keep track baby's movement.. it is very important.. it is to detect if he is doing okay... *sob sob..
so the induction date will be on the 4th August 2010.. and guess what?? it's 4th of the month.. our 4years 11months of togetherness.. I really pray for nothing but good news for our bundle of joy..

Plans for these 7days
okay so im counting down the number of days to my induction date.. so to keep my mind ease i need to occupy myself.. because the more i stay at home, the more i will keep thinking of my baby.. hubby dont want me to stress myself as i know it will affect the baby.. but i will be spending my days at my mum's house.. well just in case i need her assistant.. hehehe.. i will feel more safe if there is somebody that i can count on..
starting from today..

28th July (Wednesday) -
Library (in the afternoon)
Mum's place (in the late afternoon till hubby finishes his work)

29th July (Thursday) -
Lipat kain baju sebelum going to mum's place

30th July (Friday) -
Library (in the afternoon to send back the book/s)
Mum's place (in the late afternoon till hubby finishes his work)

31st July (Saturday)-
Morning buy groceries.
Going out the whole day with hubby since he is off on that day
Im going to have a very nice ice cream.. maybe ben & jerry..
thinking to go Vivo City..

1st August (Sunday) -
Going to pay BILLS
wash clothes
Mum's place (in the late afternoon till hubby finishes his work)

2nd August (Monday) -
Double and triple check on my hospital bag
Mum's place in the afternoon

3rd August (Tuesday) -
Mum's place from morning till night

4th August (Wednesday)
the big day.

Wish me the best all... Your prayers are highly appreciated...

My Mummy Being super duper sweet
Last 2days my mom came to my house and passed me some PIZZA and also cooked for me sambal tumis ikan.. power la katerkan.. hee... she keep saying baby mcm da nak keluar ni.. she even asked me to go and have a checked at hospital.. is she nervous or worried or excited..maybe all of the above.. im the only daughter in the family what.. but this gonna be her 2nd grandson.. sometimes i just wonder if the other side of the family is as excited as mine.. it's kinda hurt to know that one of my hubby's sibling can even forget what is the gender of our baby when we excitedly told them it's a boy in the first place.. uurrghh.. nevermind.. forget it... as long hubby and me are super excited about our bundle of joy.. right after my delivery, my mum gonna take care of me.. the makcik urut gonna be Nek Jah, recommended by Kak Mimi(my Sister IN Law)

Random Thoughts
does anybody knows what the hell is the doc is writing?
Photobucket
This is my KK appointment record book.. mcm colourful gitu ehk.. ader blue and red.. mcm dulu2 time sekolah record book.. haaa.. okay.. random..

Good day everyone..