Dear Baby,
first of all, umiy would like to take this opportunity to write to you. in any case we are not meant to meet each other, umiy would like you to know that umiy loves you alot.. you have been the greatest gift umiy ever had.. as I'm writing to you, you are only 34weeks old in me.. never ever umiy regret having you growing in me.. yes, umiy don't deny that it's hard.. it's tiring.. it's painful.. but umiy knows you will be a fine man one day.. since day one you started growing in umiy, everything changes.. umiy's character, mood swing, bad aches, vomittings, headaches, awful veins, stomach cramps, heartburns and many more.. umiy started to know you when you are only 4weeks old only.. it was the most joyous moments for ayah and umiy.. since then everything changes.. physically, emotionally and mentally.. it's really hard to describe in words.. it's just magical.. umiy wants you to know that with or without umiy by your side, umiy strongly believe you knows that umiy will always love you.. and you know something?.. ayah sacrifice alot for both of us.. he loves us deeply.. you are the reason he is improving himself..his unconditional love towards umiy and you are beyond words.. umiy very sure he is a good ayah afterall.. as umiy typing this down, you are moving about in me.. eventho I can't see you now at this moment of time, umiy imagines that you are responding to everything umiy is doing.. everytime you moves, umiy know you are in there safe and sound..umiy is praying hard that we can celebrate syawal together as a family as umiy can't wait to show you to the world.. but if umiy is not around, please do remember you are my number number 1..
with lots of love,
umiy.