Well first and foremost, a very good Public Holiday Morning to all. And to those is celebrating Christmas, Merry Christmas to all.
before i am ranting about my feelings, i am blogging yesterday's event. Yesterday at around 12pm, i went out to post out one of my customer's item. Then supposingly meeting 2 of my customers. HOWEVER one of the customer failed to respond any of my SMS. senang kate paitao! so much so of saying wanting to get the item urgently. One word for that. RUBBISH! but hhmm... maybe really something came up. Only Allah knows. Nevermind, moving on. Met the other customer. After i passed her the item, i went to buy another birthday present for my mum.. Another eh?? well i bought her Guess purse earlier this month. Advance birthday present ah.. eheheeh... as for yesterday, i bought a Body SHop set and it was shared among my sibings, I think. :P
she loves the Body Shop perfume. I am glad that she likes it. so yesterday one family celebrated my mom's birthday at Chai Chee Seafood restaurant. and guess what? the crowd is really overwhelming. Thank gosh my bro made early booking. Evenso when we arrived, the table is not yet ready. We waited almost 15minutes for the table and 45minutes for the food to arrive. We reached there at 8.15pm and left the place 10.15pm. heh! dont blame us, the food arrived very late ya... but at the end of day, we had a good dinner.
i receive unpleasant news from hubby yesterday. My hubby mentioned to me that his annual leave for today has been cancelled as there is no replacement for him. I was quite worried. well you see today my parent is leaving Singapore and will be heading to Pangkor Island. So if my hubby is working night shift today, dont tell me that I am sleeping alone at home right? It's not that i cant. I have been hearing things eversince I'm pregnant. Maybe it is just my hallucination. But I just cant help me. It really bothers me. And i have been having difficulty to sleep. I have been sleeping very late and waking up early. Does all pregnancy ladies is experiencing same thing? I am not to sure... Sigh.. Hubby scolded me for not being understanding. So i explained to him why I am reacting like that after hearing the news that his leave is cancelled. Hubby aku boleh terlupe ehk.. sigh.... hubby felt bad after that, so he actually made an effort to find last minute replacement for him. Jamal, his great work buddy, helped him on that. Thanks Jamal. and so hubby finally found a replacement. I was so reliefed to hear that.
okAY lets talk about my feelings currently. I think i shouldnt have announced my pregnancy as it is an early stage. As you know, many can happen within this 3months. Baby is still not that stable. but seriously, I cant help it. It''s been almost a year I have been trying to conceive. and now I am pregnant. I am super excited. I am 5weeks plus pregnant. and yet I am so afraid to lose it. Sigh... I know whatever happens, my family and hubby is here to support me. But i just cant help it to feel very afraid. I believe in Qada & Qadar. But it is sooo human to feel so afraid to lose something precious in their life right?
Sigh......
moving on... lets end this entry before i started to get very teary. I have a pic or two to share but really not in a good state to post it out.
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Good day,everyone.